Some say...

There is power in the blood.

I think...

There is power in the tears...

lips curled
eyes slicing
sinewy flesh
soft belly
instinct driving
primal tearing
threat growls
through predator eyes
guttural vibrations
no remorse
no mercy
incisors tearing
organ baring
teeth sinking
blood spurting
head sharking
life sharing
flowing
down
my
throat...

The problem with communication is...

The illusion it has even occurred...

Date:	2009-11-12 18:19
Subject:	Home....
Security:	Public
Mood:	grateful

Six and a half years ago, I was driving home from Raleigh...Home. It was the first time I realized home was with Sir. Something happened to me when I was at the Servant's Retreat. So much of what I had longed for my entire life was coming together for the first time ever. I called Sir from the Highway and I said, I am almost home.

This week has been a tough one. It is so wonderful to know I have Home. I don't say it often enough, so...

Thank you, Sir, for being my home.

I am having less issues with flashbacks and sensitivity...I still don't feel comfortable driving by the courthouse...I still don't know how to believe what I experienced was real and yet, somehow, over...

But, I am doing better...

Date:	2009-07-17 17:31
Subject:	Happy, Happy Birthday NCMaster...
Security:	Public
Mood:	content
Music:	Y & R

Here's to the first 60!

The Political Compass

Economic Left/Right: -4.38
Social Libertarian/Authoritarian: -3.85

See where you fall...


http://www.politicalcompass.org/index

Date:	2009-06-07 20:54
Subject:	Bangers and Mash and Snakebites...
Security:	Public
Mood:	content

When the spirit strikes, it is time to step out of the ordinary and have a feyrie day...

Today the Shdwkitten, lil kitten and I took on this venture. Between the Bangers and Mash, Snakebites, Mystery Hill and Kilwin's ice cream, ordinariness was overcome and moments of feyriedom were achieved...

Just what I needed.

Thanks to two special ladies...

Date:	2009-05-23 07:57
Subject:	Pondering life...
Security:	Public
Mood:	contemplative

I love my new job. I am doing well in my master's program. Sometimes, I want to pull my hair out. Sometimes, I cry. Sometimes, I experience pride in those I am guiding. One recent occurrence has hit very close to home with me, however. Last week, one of my participants died. It was completely unexpected. He was relatively young, only 57. While I was talking with Sir, I said I think it's important to remember that people die. It puts things in perspective.

Happy birthday to my favoritest puppy!!!

Ok, the fates conspired to bring me three events which REQUIRE a post in livejournal.

First of all, I am loving my new job! I love being back in school and I am learning amazing things that I can apply to my life and work.

Of course, being back in school also brings me back in the presence of individuals who exist just to entertain or irritate me. This time, however, a woman really crossed the line. A student in the class has managed to alienate all other students and yet remains clueless as to her own contribution to the situation. I can handle ignorance and naivete, to a degree. I cannot handle offensive, short-sighted, narrow-minded and thoughtless individuals. This student posted in our class discussion, first of all, that smoking is wicked. Then she continued on to say that those who are not in Christ or of Christ NEED counseling. To say I was stunned is to minimize my reaction. Her mindless babbling prior to this post was annoying, but tolerable. I cannot tolerate this last statement, however. I am still shaking my head and I have talked with my academic advisor about how offensive I felt this statement was. I cannot imagine anyone going into public health while ascribing to this way of thought.

Saturday morning, we were headed off to Raleigh with emrys in tow. We stopped to eat at a local Bojangles. During our gourmet chicken lunch, the overhead vents began to barrel waves of overheated air. Although, we brought it to the attention of management and were assured it was being handled, my hair was permanently dried in a tight curl by the time we left. Right before we left, I mentioned to some fellow diners something about the heat. I was then treated to my second adventure. This pair of older African-American woman began to talk about their church and how they were raising money for wells in foreign countries. Sir and I both pulled a dollar out of our wallets and gifted these self-described, "good, Christian women" money towards building the wells. To say that I felt like Alice in the rabbit hole would have been an understatement.

My third odd experience came when we arrived in Salisbury and stopped at a gas station to ask for directions to a flea market in the area. I barrelled out of the car and up to the first person I saw. I soon discovered that the man was deaf, so I addressed him in sign language. He was so pleased, he started signing very rapidly. I had to ask him to slow down. I did not get directions from him, but I did learn that he likes NC State, but despises Duke. Chuckles. I did find directions from a customer inside.

Don't ask me why, but I seem to attract the most interesting individuals! I just thought, I have to make a post to LJ. Even though I know the explanations of these events are inadequate, I wanted to post about them so I would never forget my crazy, whacky experiences!

Date:	2009-01-16 18:36
Subject:	Life or no life...That is the question...
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy

Hmmmmm 84...What does that mean?

( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
() Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man’s Chest
() Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
() Neverending Story
(x)Blazing Saddles
(X) Airplane
(x) The Princess Bride
( ) Anchorman
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Labyrinth
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
(x) White Noise
(x) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
() 50 First Dates
() The Princess Diaries
() The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
() Scream
() Scream 2
() Scream 3
() Scary Movie
() Scary Movie 2
() Scary Movie 3
() Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
() American Wedding
() American Pie Band Camp
(x) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil 1
() Resident Evil 2
() The Wedding Singer
() Little Black Book
() The Village
() Lilo & Stitch
(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
() The Grinch
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
() White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
() 13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
() Robots
() Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
(x) Universal Soldier
() Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
() Along Came Polly
() Deep Impact
(x) KingPin
() Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
() Joe Dirt
(x) KING KONG
() A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
() The Lizzie McGuire Movie
() Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
() Halloween
(x) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
() Flubber
() Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
() Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
(X)Ghost Ship
() From Hell
(x) Hellboy
() Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
() The Whole Nine Yards
(x) The Whole Ten Yards
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
() Child’s Play
() Seed of Chucky
() Bride of Chucky
() Ten Things I Hate About You
() Just Married
(x) Gothika
() Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
() Coach Carter
(x) The Grudge
() The Grudge 2
() The Mask
() Son Of The Mask
() Bad Boys
() Bad Boys 2
() Joy Ride
(x) Lucky Number Slevin
(x) Ocean’s Eleven
(x) Ocean’s Twelve
(x) Bourne Identity
(x) Bourne Supremecy
() Lone Star
() Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
(x) Predator II
() The Fog (the one from the 70's, not the remake)
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
() Curious George
() Cujo
() A Bronx Tale
() Darkness Falls
() Christine
(x) ET
() Children of the Corn
() My Bosses Daughter
() Maid in Manhattan
() War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
() Best Bet
() How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
() She’s All That
() Calendar Girls
() Sideways
() Mars Attacks
() Event Horizon
() Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
() Big Trouble in Little China
(x)The Terminator
(x)The Terminator 2
(x)The Terminator 3
(x)X-Men
(x)X-2
(x)X-3
()Spider-Man
()Spider-Man 2
() Sky High
()Jeepers Creepers
() Jeepers Creepers 2
() Catch Me If You Can
() The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
() Reign of Fire
() The Skulls
(x)Cruel Intentions
() Cruel Intentions 2
() The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
() Shrek 2
() Swimfan
()Miracle on 34th street
() Old School
(x) The Notebook
() K-Pax
() Krippendorf’s Tribe
() A Walk to Remember
() Ice Castles
() Boogeyman
() The 40-year-old Virgin
(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
() Basketball
(x) Hostel
() Waiting for Guffman
() House of 1000 Corpses
() Devils Rejects
() Elf
() Highlander
() Mothman Prophecies
() American History X
() Three
(x) Titanic
() Monty Python and the Holy Grail
() Shaun Of the Dead
() Willard
() High Tension
() Club Dread
() Hulk
()Dawn Of the Dead
() Hook
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
() 28 days later
() Orgazmo
() Phantasm
()Waterworld
() Kill Bill vol 1
() Kill Bill vol 2
() Mortal Kombat
() Wolf Creek
(x) Kingdom of Heaven
() the Hills Have Eyes
() I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
() The Last House on the Left
() Re-Animator
() Army of Darkness
(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
() Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
() Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
() Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
() Ewoks The Battle For Endor
() The Matrix
() The Matrix Reloaded
() The Matrix Revolutions
() Animatrix
() Evil Dead
() Evil Dead 2
() Team America: World Police
(x) Red Dragon
(x) Silence of the Lambs
(x) Hannibal

Thought you might need a new pair with all of your travels and adventures
!!!

Date:	2008-12-30 09:42
Subject:	Happy Birthday, Adder!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy
Music:	None

Images and Pictures for your Website, blog or Forum

On Monday, I start my new job with Goodwill working as a Vocational Rehabilitation counselor. The following Monday, I start my Master's program with Benedictine University!!

I am so glad to be getting into a normal schedule and grateful for the new opportunities...

Wishing everyone a merriest of Christmas, Hanukkah, Kwanzaa as long as the days are filled with happiness!!!

Spice a day with laughter.
Mix with a happy song.
Add a PINCH of friendship,
as you go along.
Stir in lots of loving,
it makes no difference where.
Fold in daily toil,
and flavor with a prayer.

Anon.

Date:	2008-12-18 07:03
Subject:	Happy Birthday, CarolSea
Security:	Public
Mood:	sleepy

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In September I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). In July I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). In May I gave sirwinterwolf a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). In March I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). Last Sunday I ruled Canada as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). Overall, I've been nice (946 points). For Christmas I deserve a Pony Slaystation 3! Sincerely, annie63

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